Random listing

I apologise that it's taken so long to update here. Truthfully, there's not a great deal to say. There's been no real life stuff gone on since the meeting with the games master which ended in total weirdness. I deleted him from my MSN list - but not blocked; its a tactic - he hasn't been in touch. Game, set and match I suppose but c'est la vie.

My lack of any adventures since isn't for lack of trying I should point out. No one is biting at the moment. At least no one that I would want to bite with. I'm not sure what it means, but I'm worrying that its the horrible 'age' thing. I am practically pensionable to the young, permatan gay brigade. Not that I was ever going after them anyway. Still, it's a bit of a worry; either that or I'm too picky by half. The excomunicated one is back on the scene. Well on and off the scene anyway. I can't work out if I want to or should go back there really. It's ticking over and not likely to progress. An option shall we say.

So the thing thats annoying me at the moment is random listing on profiles. Like I say, I might be getting old or something, but if I've got a passing interest in a guy, even if it's just likely to be a casual one-nighter, I at least want to know a little about him. These guys who in the 'about me' box just reel off a list of crap - most of the time I'm not even sure what they are listing - are just lazy. It's also dubious that they can't string a sentence together. I mean, if I want to meet a guy, I want to know that he has some substance behind him and isn't just a collection of random words. It's very annoying.

Not working tomorrow

I shouldn't leave it so long between posts, I know. Although, does it matter, no one else is reading this crap anyway. Still, I should update this. First things first, the games master is almost certainly a no go. In my friskier moments I've tried to entice him and walked straight into brick wall city. So what it amounts to is that either he was very less than impressed with the roll around (possible) or freaked out by the shut down that could have been taken as disinterest or psychosis (also possible). Lets leave it there and draw a line under that one.

Taking stock, this does mean that options are limited and its causing me to express some frustration in my virtual world. I have updated my profile pointing out exactly what I think of 98.27% of men. I don't remember the actual figure, but that's close. This is perhaps a reason why I haven't had much interest.

The guy with the medical condition has been enticing me again of sorts. Put the cam on, very briefly this morning. I swear, if he didn't have the medical condition I'd be so tempted to get into something there. Of course, the condition means that I don't really have to put my words into practice of course. Saved again! Anyway, he's talking about moving away. Strike two.

What else? Hmmm, cute polish guy came on the scene on Friday night. This is why I like long weekends off work. He would be a possibility for a roll around I think, except that there's a boyfriend on the scene. Having already been there before (getting on to that in a moment) that puts me off. At least it indicates that I do have a shred of morality left. Not much admitedly. We're getting close to that point where I've gone without for long enough that it will require a summoning up of courage and getting to move one of these virtual guys into the real world. Talk about coming over to the dark side!

So yes, the past fling who had the boyfriend - and now doesn't - turned up on the scene last Sunday. There hasn't been much, but he's laid a few strong hints. It's a possibility. Let's hold it in reserve for now.

PS. painting tomorrow. Yellow wall. It looked better on the swatch. Might need to revise thinking.