Not working tomorrow

I shouldn't leave it so long between posts, I know. Although, does it matter, no one else is reading this crap anyway. Still, I should update this. First things first, the games master is almost certainly a no go. In my friskier moments I've tried to entice him and walked straight into brick wall city. So what it amounts to is that either he was very less than impressed with the roll around (possible) or freaked out by the shut down that could have been taken as disinterest or psychosis (also possible). Lets leave it there and draw a line under that one.

Taking stock, this does mean that options are limited and its causing me to express some frustration in my virtual world. I have updated my profile pointing out exactly what I think of 98.27% of men. I don't remember the actual figure, but that's close. This is perhaps a reason why I haven't had much interest.

The guy with the medical condition has been enticing me again of sorts. Put the cam on, very briefly this morning. I swear, if he didn't have the medical condition I'd be so tempted to get into something there. Of course, the condition means that I don't really have to put my words into practice of course. Saved again! Anyway, he's talking about moving away. Strike two.

What else? Hmmm, cute polish guy came on the scene on Friday night. This is why I like long weekends off work. He would be a possibility for a roll around I think, except that there's a boyfriend on the scene. Having already been there before (getting on to that in a moment) that puts me off. At least it indicates that I do have a shred of morality left. Not much admitedly. We're getting close to that point where I've gone without for long enough that it will require a summoning up of courage and getting to move one of these virtual guys into the real world. Talk about coming over to the dark side!

So yes, the past fling who had the boyfriend - and now doesn't - turned up on the scene last Sunday. There hasn't been much, but he's laid a few strong hints. It's a possibility. Let's hold it in reserve for now.

PS. painting tomorrow. Yellow wall. It looked better on the swatch. Might need to revise thinking.